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erm,sejak kecil aku tidak pernah mengenali secara mendalam kehidupan insan yg bernama gadis ini..
i was raised in a family that 'speak only when u have something to tell'...so it curved me to become a shy boy at that time..
thats why i often have trouble going somewhere for the first time..
1st day at school : i cried.
2nd day at school : i cant wait to go.
1st day ngaji : nangis.
2nd day ngaji : lagi awal dari orang laen.
then,masuk lower form...
i talk occasionally but i felt myself anonymous with surrounding..i did not adapt..i had a crush but when i told her my feeling it was already too late..why?i'm too shy..
masuk f4,i register at mrsm kuantan as a walking cliche..
my form 4 life is everything by the book..strict prep hours,leisure time followed,greet the senior..
i didnt talk much either...to be honest,most of the lady i got their numbers from the other boys..its lame,i know now as i knew then..i only talked when i'm in the same group with ladies and only because i had no choice..
form 5?erm,sape kate f4 honeymoon year?f5 adalah honeymoon year utk aku..
sepanjang tempoh f5,boleh kire dgn jari berape kali aku pegi prep petang..haha
tapi kalau nak kira berape kali aku fly?erm,xcukup jari..hahaha..
i started to have feelings too..erm,again i was too late..but this tyme its not better late than never..its better never than late..if u know what i mean..
but,i improved on communication...n there was one lady whom i respect till now..coz she was the first lady to greet me first..her name is IZNI..haha..i still remember it..she was going downstairs,i was going up..we passed along each other,n suddenly i heard her voice..full of encouragement..:D
sampai masuk u...
perkara pertama aku nak buat adalah melupakan si dia yg 'better never than late' tuh..so,aku wat mcm2 benda yg leh lupekan dy..tiap2 mggu aku tgk wayang,men snuker,jalan2...tapi it took me 1 year..haha
n during my first sem,i realised that there were at least 3 ladies that have had a feeling towards me..but,i guess i was too blinded..
and forgot to mention on course of forgetting her,,,i've kept feelings for someone at the studies..but hati die sgt keras..:D
i was relieved to let her go..coz this time i really didnt deserved her..
and now here i am mumbling about lady/girl/woman in my life with so many of them are my friend and pinch of them,my best...
and one thing i gotta say,,
Tapi kadang2 bile perempuan tegur kita dulu,mereka ini hebat!"
"When a woman say no to u a million times,
then she is not yours"
tadi ckp satu kan tetibe dua..haha..satu lagi,its my blog so i guess its best to quote myself..ryte?
conclusion, I LIKE YOU,BUT DONT EXPECT ME TO LOVE YOU AT THIS TIME BEING..